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The end is here

By Pamela
Tomorrow is my last scheduled chemo session. We meet with the Doctor at 8:15 a.m. I would imagine we will get final instructions on the next steps.

Today is a day of preparation. Food needs to be purchased and prepared. Laundry needs to be done. House cleaned. My energy level is low. Not because I feel badly but because I know what awaits me and I am full of dread.

My random thought for today....you know how people who use meth get those sores all over them? Well, I have developed sores all over too. Several on my fingers, hands, even my back. I wonder if that is some weird side effect of chemo?

I just keep reminding myself that a year from now...this will be a distant memory.
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  1. AnonymousNovember 8, 2010 at 7:11 PM

    that's right, a distant memory!! i sincerely hope this week isn't as hard on you as they've been. You're a champion, Pamela, and an inspiration.

    xo shannon

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